Lately I have been thinking about sex (and I don't mean the way men do most of the day) but sex with regards to relationships. As we live life and move along the tunnel of life we learn that some of the vague objects of life become clearer.
I have spent a lot of my time lately with my good friend and we have spent a lot of time talking about sex and relationships. She has been with her boyfriend almost three years and he has cheated on her numerous amounts of time even just finding out he had been hiv positive all this time. She believes its in nature to fuck up (so to speak) along the way and it just happens. Of course her boyfriend I would say would not represent most of the men in the world but they do exist.
Today I spoke to my best friend since I came out and she told me how her boyfriend of maybe (sorry I can't remember) five years does not make her feel sexy. She has attempted in gaining weight (she has a JLo body already), changed her hair, her makeup (you know because men notice all that) and he is not interested. When they broke up he was apparently fucking everything in sight but then back with her he becomes limp and can not even perform. (I know how Charlotte SATC Season 3-4)
I have been wanting to talk about most of this with my boyfriend but we have spent a lot of time apart lately and when we have been together we have had one of my friends third wheeling it.
I use to believe in a lot of things as a child mainly because we are naive as children. Some of my believes are still a part of me and all I can do is live life as it comes and enjoy as much as I can without hurting the people around me and myself.
Any thoughts on this subject dear reader?
1 comment:
Your right, communication is one of the main keys to a relationship, so spend time with the bf without having that third wheel.
On the second note, your right again for being in this world and not hurting folks, caring for their feelings, and just being a good soul.
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